Dear Reader,
As my on the job business teacher at the fort, I really find it fastinating how you operate. I'll never will forget the day you viewed my incindental spending calendar. I intentionlly set myself up in buying MM's candies and who benefits from it's sales. I knew beyond a shawdow of doubt, your discerning eye would pick-up on my; "flirting in the enemy camp," so to speak... You did not disappoint me one bit, being called on it. Well done Wendy! I tried my discerning eye today at FedEx. I am suppose to scan haz-mats in extra costs. I usually let the Black-Powder slide by what is called; passive resistance. However, I was proud of myself seeing two powder cases shipped to Minute Man National Historic Park. I made sure our; "competition," incurred extra cost scanning! How I amuse myself in 11 more working days in Connecticut. Now, you have to be more creative in my words to be used under stress training!
Thursday, March 17, 2011
Greetings From The Introvert
Dear Reader,
As an accomplish woman in the business world, I applaud you. I'm sure you missed many growing-up normal girl events. And above average self-discipline in your peer group and beyond. Talking to you as a friend, not the volunteer, I pray your not resentful toward your parents. Sure, your were trained young to make the best of yourself. (By now, you'd wish I'd shut-up and continue packing) Just want you to know, I have a better understand of you, as a person. Very few persons you have open-up to on your feelings. I understand, when work needs to be done; short and persise directions. As you move onto other list items. I remember you telling me of early excutive "burn-out," before 60 and I'm glad I retired early with two pensions below upper managment responsibilities. I'm glad you don't have to act your age, and do things you want to do, from the discernings eyes of other's. We all want you to have fun. After awhile, the fort will start running more smoothly and take more off your mind. Go fishing, hunting, close your office door from the voice of the world... When I was military professional I always had the opinion of myself; " I can go anywhere in the world to do my job and give a good accountability of myself." I want you to keep that in mind for yourself. I had a job failure just yesterday at FedEx. I hold "the power button," package flow from unload to reload packages. I open the access sliding belt gate. Forgot to electric push-peddle it all the way close. I stopped shipping for 10 minutes before my sort manager spotted the problem. Told her right up front I screwed up! She smiled and said don't worry about it Charlene. I was visibly pissed at myself in job failure... I've always try to be honest with myself when I make mistakes. I still hold myself to high standards. I've never been out of any kind of job, since age 14 and I guess it's time for me to breathe. Remind me of that, would ya!!!
As an accomplish woman in the business world, I applaud you. I'm sure you missed many growing-up normal girl events. And above average self-discipline in your peer group and beyond. Talking to you as a friend, not the volunteer, I pray your not resentful toward your parents. Sure, your were trained young to make the best of yourself. (By now, you'd wish I'd shut-up and continue packing) Just want you to know, I have a better understand of you, as a person. Very few persons you have open-up to on your feelings. I understand, when work needs to be done; short and persise directions. As you move onto other list items. I remember you telling me of early excutive "burn-out," before 60 and I'm glad I retired early with two pensions below upper managment responsibilities. I'm glad you don't have to act your age, and do things you want to do, from the discernings eyes of other's. We all want you to have fun. After awhile, the fort will start running more smoothly and take more off your mind. Go fishing, hunting, close your office door from the voice of the world... When I was military professional I always had the opinion of myself; " I can go anywhere in the world to do my job and give a good accountability of myself." I want you to keep that in mind for yourself. I had a job failure just yesterday at FedEx. I hold "the power button," package flow from unload to reload packages. I open the access sliding belt gate. Forgot to electric push-peddle it all the way close. I stopped shipping for 10 minutes before my sort manager spotted the problem. Told her right up front I screwed up! She smiled and said don't worry about it Charlene. I was visibly pissed at myself in job failure... I've always try to be honest with myself when I make mistakes. I still hold myself to high standards. I've never been out of any kind of job, since age 14 and I guess it's time for me to breathe. Remind me of that, would ya!!!
Saturday, March 12, 2011
World Disasters
Dear Reader,
All of it; Middle east death to the latest in Japan, so many people dying. Former younger days while in the military, sent me into a few disaster zone aftermaths. Now, a graying armchair warrior... I have one healing weapon but, it can't be realized in Earth life, only after physical death. I can do this at night before retiring and into Lent and Easter, as the Veil thins:
Our Lord said to Saint Faustina:
Encourage souls to say the Chaplet which I have given you... Whoever will recite it will receive great mercy at the hour of death... When they say this chaplet in the presence of the dying, I will stand between my Father and the dying person, not as the just Judge but as the Merrciful Savior... Priests will recommend it to sinners as their last hope of salvation, if there were a sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy. I desire to grant inimaginable graces to those souls who trust in My mercy. ... through the Chaplet you will obtain everything, if what you ask is compatible with My will (687, 1541, 1731).
All of it; Middle east death to the latest in Japan, so many people dying. Former younger days while in the military, sent me into a few disaster zone aftermaths. Now, a graying armchair warrior... I have one healing weapon but, it can't be realized in Earth life, only after physical death. I can do this at night before retiring and into Lent and Easter, as the Veil thins:
Our Lord said to Saint Faustina:
Encourage souls to say the Chaplet which I have given you... Whoever will recite it will receive great mercy at the hour of death... When they say this chaplet in the presence of the dying, I will stand between my Father and the dying person, not as the just Judge but as the Merrciful Savior... Priests will recommend it to sinners as their last hope of salvation, if there were a sinner most hardened, if he were to recite this chaplet only once, he would receive grace from My infinite mercy. I desire to grant inimaginable graces to those souls who trust in My mercy. ... through the Chaplet you will obtain everything, if what you ask is compatible with My will (687, 1541, 1731).
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Welcome to The King's Daughter
Dear Reader,
Thank-you for the glimpse into your past blog. Never in your wildest dreams, did you foresee yourself as a living history museum director. You own the bat and ball, girlfriend! Never could a past defunct living history facility need a hand-up and, the best of the best person to make it so! Sure, you told me flattery will get you nowhere... Your enthusiasm, wit and being you, has gained laurels. On the other hand, I can read between the lines, when you felt like an outsider at so many past reenactments... Being public ignored, as the reenactor's enjoyed themselves. I was taught early as a young reenactor, to always engage with the public in making them feel wanted. And, the many hundreds I told; "you can do this to," as a salesperson... I almost feel like having my own weekend: SCHOOL OF THE PUBLIC RELATIONS talk round-table.
Thank-you for the glimpse into your past blog. Never in your wildest dreams, did you foresee yourself as a living history museum director. You own the bat and ball, girlfriend! Never could a past defunct living history facility need a hand-up and, the best of the best person to make it so! Sure, you told me flattery will get you nowhere... Your enthusiasm, wit and being you, has gained laurels. On the other hand, I can read between the lines, when you felt like an outsider at so many past reenactments... Being public ignored, as the reenactor's enjoyed themselves. I was taught early as a young reenactor, to always engage with the public in making them feel wanted. And, the many hundreds I told; "you can do this to," as a salesperson... I almost feel like having my own weekend: SCHOOL OF THE PUBLIC RELATIONS talk round-table.
Monday, March 7, 2011
Spring Water and Mud Woes
Dear Reader,
I made it out of my West Swanzey residence, just in time, this early Monday Morning. The Ashuelot River flooded California Pond marsh area next to Marion's horse farm. New bridge will be replacing the under the road culvert and hopefully, no over the road flooding. That's scheduled this Spring. It's a one-way road from pavement to dirt. My Tolland living area, flooded as well. And the rest of the state... Didn't want to drive up my driveway too far. Oops fucked-up! Car tow needed, and also guys: could you replace the front axel joint that got me nosily home? Cringles is fine, get that moist served to him! Little more water in the basement, than anticipated. Gravity fed water drain working as best could be expected watertable. Being better; "Wendy-trained," no crying, called helping resorces in and made pick-up arrangements into work. However... The work FUCK, was used a few times.
I made it out of my West Swanzey residence, just in time, this early Monday Morning. The Ashuelot River flooded California Pond marsh area next to Marion's horse farm. New bridge will be replacing the under the road culvert and hopefully, no over the road flooding. That's scheduled this Spring. It's a one-way road from pavement to dirt. My Tolland living area, flooded as well. And the rest of the state... Didn't want to drive up my driveway too far. Oops fucked-up! Car tow needed, and also guys: could you replace the front axel joint that got me nosily home? Cringles is fine, get that moist served to him! Little more water in the basement, than anticipated. Gravity fed water drain working as best could be expected watertable. Being better; "Wendy-trained," no crying, called helping resorces in and made pick-up arrangements into work. However... The work FUCK, was used a few times.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
New Hampshire Moving Up-date
Dear Reader,
Here we are into March, already. My count-down move to West Swanzey, NH. The Tolland home won't be sold for the time being, nor want to take the chance in unknown renters. Struck an easy and affordable $300.00 monthly rent with Marion Plante. This includes my room and full house privileges. It goes without saying, my rendered asked or volunteered help in housekeeping... My comings and goings a help for all of us: me, Marion, Wendy (aka the fort) and other fort volunteers. It's a good cooperation that can't be matched down here in Southern NE. No state income tax to drain me on working and some sales tax relief. Just watch those incidental costs... New residence informational will be: P.O. Box 258, West Swanzey, NH 03469-0258 and living address at 80 Cobble Hill Rd., Swanzey, NH 03446 and the land-line at: 603-352-3294 and my current cell at: 860-377-4022
My last work date at FedEx at the Hartford Hub on 1 April and will transfer to the Keene facility Monday to Friday 5:00 pm to 8:00 pm shift. Start that about mid-April. In-place living in Swanzey April 2nd.
Here we are into March, already. My count-down move to West Swanzey, NH. The Tolland home won't be sold for the time being, nor want to take the chance in unknown renters. Struck an easy and affordable $300.00 monthly rent with Marion Plante. This includes my room and full house privileges. It goes without saying, my rendered asked or volunteered help in housekeeping... My comings and goings a help for all of us: me, Marion, Wendy (aka the fort) and other fort volunteers. It's a good cooperation that can't be matched down here in Southern NE. No state income tax to drain me on working and some sales tax relief. Just watch those incidental costs... New residence informational will be: P.O. Box 258, West Swanzey, NH 03469-0258 and living address at 80 Cobble Hill Rd., Swanzey, NH 03446 and the land-line at: 603-352-3294 and my current cell at: 860-377-4022
My last work date at FedEx at the Hartford Hub on 1 April and will transfer to the Keene facility Monday to Friday 5:00 pm to 8:00 pm shift. Start that about mid-April. In-place living in Swanzey April 2nd.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Transsexualism vs. Lesbianism
Dear Reader
Your bona fide woman who has transition to best body condition as possible, seeks a straight relationship. And, not any man will do; he must be heterosexual in nature. I never felt a bond between a Gay or Lesbian person. The only time we formed alliances, is to gain political changes. I do not really support Gay marriage on the same footing. I even get that kinda sick feeling, seeing Gay couples engage openly. For the most part, Lesbians disrespect us transwomen for partners. On the the grounds we are not genetic correct in their eyes. Our usual comeback: " your just jealous, that you don't look half as good, as us transitioned women." For the most part, I have been battle free to defend myself. Since my 1999 vaginal surgery and not being sexual active with a man, I need to keep it open and working. That is done with a solid implement called a stent. Squeeze on the personal lube, to keep the 6 inch depth and the inch and a half opening from closing. All made from penile skin. I must say, I have plenty of men for friends and enjoy their company. I've never been insulted to my face or abused in being me. I'm the good luck story. Many are not. Now, you know!
Your bona fide woman who has transition to best body condition as possible, seeks a straight relationship. And, not any man will do; he must be heterosexual in nature. I never felt a bond between a Gay or Lesbian person. The only time we formed alliances, is to gain political changes. I do not really support Gay marriage on the same footing. I even get that kinda sick feeling, seeing Gay couples engage openly. For the most part, Lesbians disrespect us transwomen for partners. On the the grounds we are not genetic correct in their eyes. Our usual comeback: " your just jealous, that you don't look half as good, as us transitioned women." For the most part, I have been battle free to defend myself. Since my 1999 vaginal surgery and not being sexual active with a man, I need to keep it open and working. That is done with a solid implement called a stent. Squeeze on the personal lube, to keep the 6 inch depth and the inch and a half opening from closing. All made from penile skin. I must say, I have plenty of men for friends and enjoy their company. I've never been insulted to my face or abused in being me. I'm the good luck story. Many are not. Now, you know!
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